Friday, September 21, 2007

Stepping Out

Stepping out, what does that really mean? I have been stepping out of myself all week. Does it mean not the norm for you or does it mean to have fun? My week has been the first. The teen years are here. Not only do I have to figure that out but how does a stepparent handle it. I love my son (Trevor-stepson). These times of trial sure have a person question did I do everything right? I think I did, so is the problem just the fact that I am an easy target. I turned to Psalms 23 during this time. It is a comfort. "The Lord is my Shepard" I had to memorize this as a child. Now as an adult I understand he will take care of me. I have to remember at these times He is here not away from me. I also have been dealing with all the other feels. I feel abandoned by my sister and brother. I am still recovering from knee surgery and the question do I the other knee? And just hormones of life. So , here I go Stepping out of my comfort zone and into life.

1 comment:

Judy said...

It seems hard when we step out of our comfort zone. Now as I look back in my life that is when I grew the most, emotionaly and sprituraly. Hum! God working, you think? It all comes down to trust, trusting God knows and will do what is best, and trusting he put people and places and events in our lives to build up that trust, even if it seems oposite to us. You are doing great and years will show you that. Love Mom